I hate the idea of anyone else having you.
Monday, 16 January 2012 | 07:46 | 0 comments
Remember when you were my boat and I was your sea?Kalau kita tk break ,It would had been our 1 month 1 week 4 days :/
I've made so many mistakes in my short life, but please do not make me believe falling in love with you was the biggest one of all..I'm losing everyone I ever cared about... </3
and its not fun losing you :/ It sucks not talking to you everyday. I hope you know I miss you. I miss you so much. you know ? dont rite ? skunk aku bgtau la . Just say hello, it would make my day... to know that I still exist to you sayang (': I wanted you to chase after me. But no, you just watched me leave. I can feel you forgetting me..What we used to have, we don't have it anymore... </3 i want it back . i want us together . not like this :/ This I killing me. But I don't want to start a fight between us, I just rather keep quiet and you be happy. Even if it's killing me. I want to be called " abelsyafiq " again :/ I feel like you don't trust me. please tell me its not true, please tell me that I'm wrong, that you do trust me. Because I truly care. Kalau hang nak kata , aku nak hang balik cuma nak tunjuk tat org aku ada boy hensem2 ,DONT . Bcause its never true . I love you for you :/ You have something of mine, and i want you to know even though you may not love me, my heart will still beat for you amirul . Tiap2 hari , masa rehat aku t nanges punya . Sbb i miss those days . where you used to wait for me :/ Or pass my class . hang tau dak , Aku sedih gila ? tatau kan ? My fake smile is awesome . I know (': I miss you while you are gone, and love you when you are here. Your smile lightens up my life when ever you are near. i know If it doesn't hurt.. It isn't love. My greatest fear of having you, is losing you. I miss you Baby . And i really love you . Amirul , Im soryy . take me back will you ? Hurm .